Hi. I'm finally reaching out for help. I became a hoarder several years ago when I became physically unwell. I'm doing better now physically, but I can't get things under control. I used to me "Miss Tidy" with a place for everything. I'm now on the opposite end with things piling up.
I think all day about it and make plans to clean it up, but then it never happens. I'm embarrassed to have anyone over.
I have short periods where I might clean up one area (i.e. clean off a table), but then it goes right back to the way it was.
It's so depressing and I just sit here and look at it.