| Tillie | Posted: 06 April 2020 - 10:16 PM |
Hey Lately some of the sentences were incomplete and then visible and so forth and so on. To not offend anybody with Triskaidekaphobia I made this phase 14. See you soon 😉 | |
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| Subclinical | Posted: 01 September 2020 - 08:42 PM |
Yay for tillie's quail! We are a tiny turkey sanctuary here. My neighbors are burning trash.🤬my eyes were burning halfway through chores and my throat is sore. I don't know how people survive the wildfires! Tillie, I'm sorry you had so many challenges on your groceries. I just spent an extra fifty cents a box to get six boxes of the pasta I like shipped to me because my store is still out. I am having trouble getting to work on my classes. I think it may be because deep down I don't really believe they will happen. I spent most of today in the kitchen. Cutting up tomatoes, loading the dehydrator, putting some containers in the fridge for quick use in recipes this week, and making chocolate sauce and ice cream mix. And then cleaning up after all that! I also took a break for bunny grooming and picked tomatoes and beans. Dh and I had ice cream sundaes with homemade ice cream and chocolate sauce tonight, which will not help my weight. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 01 September 2020 - 04:33 PM |
GREAT NEWS My own personal little family of Quail are very quietly sneaking around on my property!!! They are not out in the alfalfa fields or desert where the hunters are! My Quail are smart! 🐓 | |
| Tillie | Posted: 01 September 2020 - 02:10 PM |
Went to town. I walked right past all the cookies, candy, chips, donuts, Danish, pies, cakes, hostess & little Debbie. I did buy a carton of chocolate icecream. So far I am doing GREAT with the September challenge. 😀 | |
| Tillie | Posted: 01 September 2020 - 08:22 AM |
The sun will be up over the horizon in a few. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 01 September 2020 - 08:12 AM |
Good Morning Everybody Hi Subclinical Why is there so much plastic packaging with fresh veggies??? That's so great that you can project movies and Dh got rid of the streaky TV. So sorry people on the other site tried to "fix you" or diagnosed you. This is the only site where I feel I can talk honestly about Steven's meanness. 5% is low enough for running some in town errands but not for sitting all together inside for any length of time. Don't know the percentage here but there are 22 active cases listed and most people don't get tested unless they are feeling real bad. Woke up at 4:30am. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 01 September 2020 - 06:35 AM |
CM, you are amazing! Great job on the cap and all the furnishings! That is a great idea to leave yourself with a starting point. I would not call my create space "cleared of excess" yet, but I am making progress and tgat was a nice shout out. ❤️ You can go to other sites as long as you don't leave us. 😉 I used to hang out on another site that did threads with specific challenges and had topics that were more about my day to day life, but people kept trying to fix me. I would talk about my struggles with scheduling or setting priorities or finishing things and they would tell me I was unrealistic, depressed and needed therapy. At one point I actually tried to reassure someone that I was not suicidal and they argued with me! So I now read only there every week or two. And I talk to you guys about anything. Tillie I am glad you finally got some better weather with less fire. I read something about how much carbon you burn using a dryer yesterday and am re-motivated to get my line back up. The article also made me feel a little better about my struggles with food packaging. It said that you would have to eat completely package free food for 11 years to have the same impact that you have in one year of eating vegetarian. So I will keep trying to avoid packaging, but I will remember that giving in to some packaging so that I can feed Dh a vegetarian meal he will be happy with is much better than avoiding the packaging and having him eat a chicken wrap at the drive through because he feels deprived. I wish people would just wear masks. My boss sent out our current plans to parents and included a note that in person classes are dependent on the positive test rate staying below 5%. It is currently at 5%. Schools have been open for a week. Dd says there is no way we will have in person classes. Did I tell you Dh got rid of the large screen tv? It was old and had lines in it. We have been discussing what to do about Videos. We both watch on our iPads when we watch alone, but we used to have "movienights" when we would watch something together. When we stayed up watching the crime shows, we used my iPad With the sound run through the stereo, but Dh said the screen is too small. Then Dh remembered he has a projector. Last night we hung a sheet over the windows and projected a movie on it (from Dh iPad using the stereo) and it was great! It wasn't even that hard to set up. So, I think the "how to replace the tv and where to store it" argument is over at least until college football returns. I have two days at home because Dd only wants me Monday and Thursday this week. I think I am being switched to Monday Thursday the next four weeks - and then it will be only Monday because one way or another I go back to work. Speaking of which, it is now September and I need to buckle down on my planning. I will report back later. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 31 August 2020 - 09:52 PM |
WAY TO GO!!! CriticalMass!!! YES!!! Keep reaching for the stars!!! 😀 Love your new sparkly "mind set". It's ok to visit other sites. | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 31 August 2020 - 06:42 PM |
New successes! 🙂💫🐇🥇🎆 I got up later and was a bit draggy and grumpy the first half of the day. But then in the afternoon I went to the storage unit. And I got out of there one large rickety shelving unit, one small one and a small cabinet. And a few odds and ends. It was a bit late when I finished so I'll make a run to the thrift dropoff tomorrow. I've been reading some decluttering inspiration and tips and people's experiences in other places online (but don't worry - you all will always be my favorite! 😻😺😹). Those have sparked a few thoughts, or reminded me of concepts I hadn't thought of for awhile. Take these rickety shelf units (please!). They are bowed, chipped, look blah, etc. One of the things I read recently was a reminder that we can have nice things. I used to do so much dumpster diving and find a thrill in getting something for free. Maybe at times it was an okay thing. But I now have more of a sense of what I want, a look for my new place when my days in this living situation draw to a close. I want Tillie's little quiet space, Tatoulia's decor that sparks joy, SubC's creative space cleared of excess - and all in my own way with my personal aesthetic. And I won't have to spend a ton of money to get it when the time comes. But in order to have a nice whatzit for this or that purpose, I really need to let go of the 2 or 3 scuzzy whatzits that have been acting as placeholders. One thing I've been doing when I've been over there as I finish up is getting an idea for where to start next time in my mind. It's like what I try to do when I write - think where the story should go next time I sit down. It can be changed if I think of a better idea, but it keeps the flow going. So I wrapped things up, restacked stuff that will be dealt with on one of the future trips, and came home and got all clean and freshened up. Now I'm going to have a nice supper and look forward to Dark Shadows. 🧛♂️👻🏚️🌌🌚 | |
| Tillie | Posted: 31 August 2020 - 06:10 PM |
What a relief... | |
| Tillie | Posted: 31 August 2020 - 12:06 PM |
Good Morning Hi Tatoulia OK, rant over. A bit hazy this morning. Plan for today is to do more watering, some laundry, shampoo my hair some time. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 31 August 2020 - 10:00 AM |
CM you are amazing!!!! Good morning Everyone. Okay I slept til 10. Was upset in the night about BF's situation. He's fine. It was just an upset; people refusing to wear masks and causing him a big problem. They got really aggressive with him. Over a mask. A life-saving device | |
| Tillie | Posted: 31 August 2020 - 12:49 AM |
Good Evening Everybody Happy you got out and enjoyed the beautiful day Tatoulia. Wishing whatever is upsetting BF resolves soon in a most positive way. YEA! for dishwasher at night! Hi CriticalMass BIG BIG (((((HUG))))) Sounds like someday you will be needing a stepstool like I got for Twinkles for the Bunnies. The smoke continued to get thicker all day and had that nasty burning grass smell to it. Played with some beads today. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 30 August 2020 - 10:43 PM |
Hello. Beautiful day today. I went in a Chicago Mysteries Tour. The tour guide was very, very good and really knew his stuff and his slides were excellent. He's not quite my style but he grew on me. The evening went a bit south due to some problems BF was having. I think he's better but he's still at office and I want him to go home. I know he's okay but upset. I just asked his twice if he was ok and he changed the subject twice. So I have my answer. Okay I'm running the dishwasher. It's so comforting to run at night. Good night, dear friends! | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 30 August 2020 - 10:36 PM |
My mechanic never called back. Sigh. Here we go again. Maybe tomorrow. If I had a decent income, I'd just start taking my van elsewhere and the guy would remain a friend, no hard feelings. We know his life is complicated, we would understand. My roommate also has to keep using him for her car because it has this weird issue that keeps the check engine light on so probably would complicate other places being able or willing to do much with it. And then there are the repairs needing to be done on the house... SubC, glad the knit rabbit/bunny patterns came through okay now. I bet you're right that Henry is probably that lady's Bean. A cashmere bunny will be lovely for your Bean. Tatoulia, so happy for BF's employee recovering from Covid. But will be praying for your mom's residence employee and everyone there. Please keep us posted. And do plan on having a ride home if you do the platelets again... the weather will be cooler in a month too which might make for less of a sick feeling. I forgot to tell you all the mini-story from when I went to my storage unit Thursday and got rid of some things. One was my dad's old ball cap. It had the company logo from the airline he worked for embroidered on it. He wore it quite a bit in the years before he died. I'd taken it apart at one point because the strap was broken. Was going to stitch it together but would've needed to replace the bad part. Looked at the pieces and realized if I'd cared that much I probably would've already sewn it. Remembered the cap was NOT my dad. My dad, if he could tell me so himself, would surely say he didn't want me tormented by a stupid disassembled ball cap anymore. Thought about just cutting off the logo as a remembrance. Realized I have his desktop model airplane that the company gave him at retirement, and that would have the logo and was in good shape, so would be a nicer memento. So - I spoke to my dad in Heaven telling him I loved him, even thanked the cap for reminding me of and being useful to him once upon a time (whatever works, right?). Then tossed the remains of the cap into the dumpster. And felt free of one tiny burden. Today I made a blueberry oatmeal breakfast cake in the new toaster convection oven, then took a nap. Glad you all liked the baby bunny pix. Aren't they just too adorable! My own boy bunny's birthday is tomorrow - I can't believe he will be 8! He can still jump from the floor to his cage which is up on a low table, about 2 feet. My girl bunny refuses to try even though she has plenty of strength. At the shelter her cage opened out on the floor, and I guess the concept of jumping into a cage never laid down a groove in her brain. As boy bunny ages at some point I hope to come up with some system for him to have, perhaps a ramp, and that might also get her able to go in and out of her cage. The boy likes to jump into her cage during exercise time, too. And for a long time he would eat her food. I had to start putting her bowl out of his reach. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 30 August 2020 - 10:45 AM |
Good Morning Everyone YEA! Subclinical Smoke is back, thin hazy yellowish right now. Beautiful coolish morning though. No plans for the day. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 30 August 2020 - 08:26 AM |
CM, smooth as glass! I wonder if Henry is her Bean. Tillie, you did a lot yesterday. So far I've run my dishwasher, made breakfast, and done my chores. I'm heading out to pick the garden so I can get beans blanched and into the dehydrator again. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 30 August 2020 - 12:50 AM |
Good Evening Everybody So many wonderful posts to read. 🙂 Hi CriticalMass Wonderful how motivated you are! YEA! for finding the bunny patterns for Subclinical 😀 Hoping the mechanic didn't make you wait too long and that your oil has been changed. Hi Subclinical It would be nice if you could freeze dry laundry this Winter along with me. 😉 WTG! for all you did today! Granma made bunnies will be so precious. Hi Tatoulia YEA! WOOHOO!!! Fresh Kitty litter! ;D Holding your Mom close to my heart that she and the other residents are safe (((((HUG))))) How happy Bf's employee is back. 😀 Very glad you are feeling a lot better today, both physically and mentally. OK.... Really hoping the store has nuts other than peanuts in stock because I like to munch/snack on a small handful of nuts and have been really missing almonds and cashews. Started the day by vacuuming the carpet then vacuumed the coils under the fridge. | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 11:35 PM |
SubC, I think that pattern was for the big Henry's Rabbit - this link should work to get the Henry's Bunny, the small one like on my IG. Apparently the gal who makes the patterns doesn't have them all for free anymore, but I got it free from here. Again, let me know if it worked and if it is the smaller one. CM | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 09:44 PM |
CM, it worked great! Thank you! I have an old grey cashmere sweater with the elbows nearly out and a moth hole. It has been waiting in my knitting basket to be reworked into something else. Now it can be an Easter basket bunny for Bean! Tatoulia - are the fire escapes straight out of your apartment? If you donate platelets again, don't walk home next time, ok? Get bf to give you a ride. I am worried about the aide and your mom's home. My cousin's husband has been preparing his classroom all week for students on the tenth. Yesterday they told him school will start online, so he spent today preparing his living room. (My family has a lot of teachers). I got more ice cream mix in the fridge, my dried tomatoes In a jar, made two cheeses, and ran the dishwasher. I also made a good dinner, showered and put clean sheets on my bed. I already broke my hour of schoolwork though. Guess that starts tomorrow. | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 08:29 PM |
Oops, link didn't post, trying again | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 08:28 PM |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 08:20 PM |
What a shame regarding your husband's back, SubC. Yikes. I hope the medications help him! Cm I am aggravated by your mechanic. I don't like him keeping you from enjoying your day! Tillie, I'm in on eating better and exercising more! Today I took a lovely walking tour on Boston Art Deco Architecture. It was lovely. In the very humid afternoon, I ran a quick errand and then hung out with BF a bit. He has a part-time employee who left in March with COVID and she's back! So it was fun to see her tonight. She's very sweet. Her parents are worried about her but I reminded her we are her cool parents so not to worry. Then I did scores of laundry this evening. Will go finish folding. Ok I am insane. While donating platelets yesterday I was miserable. So unpleasant. And I swore I could never endure it again. Today, I feel differently. I can not only keep my September appt but I've signed up for an October appt too. My discomfort is nothing compared to what the recipients are going through. I'm waiting to see if I have that marker that makes my platelets unsuitable. I've also figured out that I need the tums much earlier to help with the facial and hand numbness. I cleaned kitty's box today. Finally got the litter. I have one door out of my apt and two common area doors. The back of my house has fire escapes, which were strengthened and reattached two years ago. The urban life is wearing on me. New COVID case at mom's. One of the aides. I'm so worried for the aide. Now on lockdown. She's grateful that she got her haircut yesterday. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 01:55 PM |
Cross-posted. Tillie have fun with your beads! One thing I love about grocery shopping in the current situation is that I just add everything I need to my cart. Then when Dh is ready to go to the store, he submits the cart, they pack it up, and he pulls into the pickup slot, calls with his order number, and opens the trunk. They load the order right in. The downside is that often the fruit is not good and things may not be available. Some things they substitute too. Right now Dh can't drive, and I am not going to do the pickup, so our food will center around eggs, milk, tomatoes, zucchini, yellow squash, carrots, beets, beans, jam, pickles, rice, flour and sugar for a while. We won't starve! CM, thank you fir the link! The pattern buttons all say "nit available" so I emailed the lady. Hopefully she will reply. I love her skunk! Baby bunnies - squee! | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 01:35 PM |
G'day. Dh has a back injury. He is on medication that makes him loopy and drowsy (he's supposed to take it for a week and then get an mri if his back still hurts) Normally he is very go-go-go and I tend to set my tone around him. Last night he was loopy but not sleepy and we stayed up past midnight watching crime shows. We didn't set an alarm, and this morning he poked me awake and said "it's ten o'clock." It was very cloudy, so the sun hadn't woken me. The goats were angry! CM, I am very impressed with your storage unit reduction! Ride that energy as much as you can! Add me to the weight crowd. At least in a month I will start doing the stairs and pacing my classroom four days a week. Also not eating lunch on w/f because I won't eat at school. I miss swimming laps. Tatoulia, I knew you weren't criticizing. Also, I probably need a "don't you have...?" Anytime you think of one. I have definitely been known to forget I got something and acquire another one! It's good that you were walking, but maybe don't walk to blood drives - walking home seems like too much exertion after donating! Things like your trash story remind me how urban your life is. It seems so strange to me. I can't imagine a building that doesn't have a back exit. Are you safe for fire? Tillie, I have a lot of garden work to get to too. Yesterday i picked beans and put tomatoes in the dehydrator. It is so humid here that the tomatoes aren't done yet. Fall (on days without rain) and winter are actually better for line drying here than summer. The air is dryer. I have been known to freeze dry things on the line over snow in February. I got the ice cream made yesterday and all my materials lists sent out for my classes. I have 30 days before school starts. I am going to set a goal to spend at least one hour working on my classes every single day. That is less than three hours per class, which is not enough, but I'm sure some dats I wil, get dug in and spend more. Today I have started the dishwasher. When it is done I will make cheese. I want to change my sheets today too. I don't know what else, but nit much because the day is mostly over! 7 hours to bedtime. (I do have a plan for dinner. Dh is not cooking right now. He is mostly lying on the couch.) | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 01:12 PM |
Thanks for the rah-rah, all! It will keep me going. Wish I could be doing more today. Instead I'm waiting for my mechanic to call. Talked to him earlier and he said he had to make a run to the dump first. But the time stretches out... it's nothing critical, though, but roommate and I can't do anything else but wait, wait, wait. The bunny club has 4 adorable BABY BUNNIES that we want to go see this weekend! So we need to get this car business going - we could take her car to go see the bunnies if we just had the chance to pass my van off to the mechanic and let him get started. Tillie - yes! I don't want to become a slave to the junk like Steven, or even like my own self back when I was less aware what it was doing to me. My hoarding really took off in the 90s after I had broken up with my ex-bf in the late 80s. I believe I was attempting to surround myself with the domestic life I had envisioned had I managed to drag him to the altar. And crafting was a big part of that, and as we know crafting supplies can have almost no upper limit! At first it felt cozy and creative. But I would always try to "organize" and wonder why it would quickly get disorganized again. Well, now I know the new mantra that says "You can't organize clutter." Even if I am still a work in progress implementing it. But good progress is to come. I can feel it. Been catching up finally on reading posts while I wait for my mechanic... SubC, I saw you want the pattern for the knitted bunny. This is the gal's site - she has so many cute animal patterns, and they are all free! Henry's Bunny is the one my roommate has been doing. I told her she should also make the larger Henry's Rabbit and Spring Rabbit. Here is the link: Tatoulia, I hope you are recovering well now from the platelet donation. My uncle Jim was a 5-gallon blood donor before age 65 then did platelets after that. However, he got multiple myeloma cancer of the bone marrow. I wonder if he pushed his system too hard. Or it could've been completely unrelated. Either way, he gave life to many people. He was such a good man. My mom's older brother. Died in 1998 and I miss him to this day. When I was a kid and we'd visit, he'd take me to the grocery store upon our arrival to pick out whatever breakfast cereal I preferred. Just those good host gestures that always made us feel so welcomed. Okay, going to post this much now then return to reading posts. More later. Iced tea clinks! | |
| Tillie | Posted: 29 August 2020 - 01:05 PM |
Good Morning Everyone Going to be another hot day here with no rain. Didn't grocery shop this last week but I will force myself to go this next week. But it has been nice seeing open space in the pantry and fridge like in the "good" old days. ;p Think I will play with beads again today. 🙂 | |
| Tillie | Posted: 28 August 2020 - 11:30 PM |
Good Evening Everyone WAY TO GO!!! WOOHOO! CriticalMass! 😀 With my minimalism I am free to do whatever strikes my fancy. It makes me sad seeing how Steven is such a slave to all that useless hoard he has with absolutely no time to enjoy life. Nothing in his hoard is helpful or useful to weather Covid or riots or store shortages. Good luck getting the oil change and YES get that bike back and ready to ride! 😀 Yep, for the first time in my life I am fat. Hi Tatoulia What a horrid ordeal you had. Listening to CriticalMass is so motivating isn't it? 😀 | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 28 August 2020 - 10:56 PM |
WTG CM! Amazing! I am so proud of you! I too am realizing the weight of my objects! A hearty congratulations on getting rid of those things and lightening your load! I will be lightening my load this weekend. And I'm excited about that. You are my role model this weekend! 😀 | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 28 August 2020 - 10:33 PM |
STILL haven't had time to catch up on the posts like I want to, but I will. I enjoy them too much not to. Yesterday I went to my storage unit to get out some murder mystery paperbacks I had decided I was probably not going to get around to reading. Ended up getting out several other items as well and taking them to thrift store. About 4-6 cubic feet total worth of stuff. Starting to get further ideas about what will come out next and be rehomed. I'm in a sort of no-nonsense mood with items that have been the most difficult to decide about. All of a sudden I am really irritated with those items for being a burden on my mind and soul. So I targeted them first! It worked. Covid and the other madness in the world seem to be shifting my perspective on what's important. Plus just the desire to only keep things that "spark joy" and to get rid of miscellaneous cluttery crap like papers. Thinking about my minimalist life goal, and how I have felt the last year or two that I've gotten off track, had begun to wonder if maybe I didn't want it badly enough. Yesterday proved to me that from what I can tell, I still do; I was just a bit bogged down. More BIG plans about that storage unit to come, I will detail as they unfold. Just have to see how my roommate's medical appointments get scheduled as that will be what we plan around. Tomorrow my van needs its oil changed. I pray my guy doesn't forget me or get sidetracked. Also hoping to get my bicycle back from him, whether he has had time to fix it or not. If not, I'll take it somewhere and get it in good shape. I want to start riding in the fall. My weight has been creeping up still. I won't deny I've been snacking, but I also think getting up early to go on the walks (and not having time for breakfast, and shifting my meals later) has not helped a lot, and maybe the stress has even been counterproductive. When cooler weather comes, if she doesn't have to go back to the office, she can walk the dog midday and then I might go some of the time again. We are supposed to get some rain this weekend. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 28 August 2020 - 08:10 PM |
Hello everyone. Mom looked cute after her haircut. Donating platelets was an ordeal. I won't be able to do again. It's weird and uncomfortable in many, many ways. They are very nice and I was largely able to keep my discomfort to myself. But yikes. I need to get bathroom panted and I need to reduce. Keep peeling the onion layers. I started another bag today. It's 9 Pm. Have been in bed since I got home around 6. I did feed kitty first. I walked both ways. Ugh. It was too much of an ordeal. Tingling, feeling cold, then too hot, then legs cramping and the extreme nausea. Holy cow. | |