I am so scared to let anyone see this place. When people say they will come by to drop something off , I say "yes". Then i won't open the door, I won' eve come to the door; and I really need friends..that is not the way do make friends. I tell my regular therapist that I am hoarding, she cannot belive how bad, so I say I will bring a photo next time. I can't take the photo and I can't bring it for her to see. I have 3 storage units at $500 per month (I am only a working girl) and they are packed with 40 years of accumutions and I can't let anyone see it or move it.
I say after writing this: let's just work on it a bit at a time. Maybe one well placed photo where I can take the picture would be a start. I am so scared I often cannot move.