I have a battle with my brain on decisions and procrastination daily,I so need help! It's running my life, I'm so overwhelmed. Half of my brain tells me to get up and clean my hoarding mess and the other half puts excuses in my mind not to.
I'm 52 and I kept an emaculent home, until my life fell apart. I have dreamed all my working life to one day have the house I see in my mind, I have everything collected!
In the blink of an eye I have become disabled. Here it sits, all my dreams.
My family deserves a clean pretty decorated house, my husband is tired of it, my family wants to help,but it's short term.
I can't breathe, constant battle of the mind. I start and never finish,I don't have the strength anymore.
I want my life back,clean slate,to understand why and learn how to enjoy my life again. My ultimate wish is to host thanksgiving dinner for my family.
Thank you Olivia, for your time and the chance to write you.