My landlord made an unannounced inspection of my apartment this past week and threatened to evict me. I am also behind in rent April & May. I am a single mom to three boys and this has been a huge blow to me. I am ashamed about the condition of my apartment and van. I just don't feel like a hoarder but not sure where to turn. I feel no connection to the stuff. It's like the mess creeps up on me and then I drown. I had started cleaning and had trash outside which the landlord saw and was upset about. I had been putting a little out to curb each week. I am trying to get the pkace cleaned but feeling very depressed and overwhelmed. I alternate between giving up and doing everything I can to fight to keep this apartment.