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Hi Tillie, thanks for your reply and suggestions :-)
-.On to have a schedule and force myself.-
Sometimes think I need a crane or a trailer to make me move, get up, do things or go out of my room. Know I need to get self-regulation, willpower and discipline, but how? :-s
To have a schedule is easy, the hard part is fulfill... I have been struggling with that for a looooong time. Even, now I've a printed schedule attached to my window.
Need to get control. I set an alarm to turn off my computer, but ignore it systematically.
I rent a room in a student house, we have a shared kitchen, shared washing place, etc., then, when I become unsociable and don't want to be seen, have to wait until there is nobody near to go out. Yes, it has no sense :-(
Sometimes I'd like to stop time and sleep all what I need, disconnect from outer requirements, stress, don't know... Stop time until I have solved my problems and can go ahead with my life. It's impossible, I know.
Yes, I have to make an effort and don't let me sink... more...
((Hugs))
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