Hi all, Managed to get the Christmas lights up. I enjoy seeing them and sharing them with others. Maybe they will bring a little joy to someone. I will never give up but I must say it is difficult not having my family together. It is all about family to me. When my husband walked out and split everyone up , creating chaos and confusion it gets a little more difficult. I still have not gotten over the hurt in knowing that he could not throw ANYTHING away, (except me) Yep, I am the only thing that he could just get rid of. One thing though, I was able, for the first time since I have been w married to throw away many non functioning light sets. If they didnt light...no saving them for bulbs.. Out they went and he wasnt there to hurt me for it... I guess that was a step forward for me. I have to learn how to be free. but for now, We are doing fine and taking more time to talk to God. Just like the word says.. My weakest days are my strongest. I believe I am getting stronger every day. The support here is wonderful! Happy Thanksgiving, Maybe I will look for a new recipe for our new beginning.