I'm new here. I am a hoarder, but I didn't used to be. I would like all the stuff I trip over and that covers the floors and tables, etc., to go away, but I can't keep up with it all. A lot of it is related to disability and is paperwork that I'm supposed to keep. But then a lot of it is stuff other people bought 'cause they said I needed it and I don't. Because I'm practically debilitated with viruses that have attacked my brain, a recent total hip replacement after a failed surgery for a femoral neck fracture I sustained in a fall, and a broken foot, it's difficult for me to think to figure out what to do with stuff. And I have no help. I think in my state, Arizona, that there are no services for the disabled. I also wonder, because I was "abandoned" by family members when I first became very ill and had to go onto disability, what the point is of me trying to clean up and make repairs when no one cares what kind of environment I'm in. I don't know. I used to be on top of everything, and now I'm drowning. It's so ... too hard.